Okay so today was awsome. I ignored all my problems and hung out with an old friend. My god I love her...

Anyways. I deleted all my old blog entries because they were emo and ranted on and on about my problems with guys using/cheating/abusing the list goes on.


So this time I decided to be lame and boring and just record shitty notes about my day. haha..

Wow this whole journal thing feels dumb right now.

I think i'm just gonna go do some drawing,(IknowIsuck) cuddle up in bed, and blare loud music so I cant think right... I'm trying really hard not to feel disapointed in a few others but I think I'll live.

A boy name Julian is coming back into my life and I love that guy to death. He makes me smile. Last summer I got to spend almost every day with him and I didnt force it i swear! He wanted to be with me.. he's a few years older so it's kinda surprising.. anyway i most likely get to do the same this year. He makes my life worth{is there an e at the end? who cares...} living.


SO.
Off I go to draw.